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Dumbledore's Wish
Ever have that dream where you're standing naked in the middle of a room full of people? I would gladly take that right about now.. Every face in the now-silent room was turned toward us; even Bill roused himself long enough to peer at us with his good eye. I felt my face & hair turned fire-engine red. Had I really just done that?? Had I really just declared my feelings for Remus to a room full of people, only to be shot down once again? I had a feeling this would not be solved by a simple "Wotcher! Kidding folks!!" I looked down; my hands were still clutching the front of Remus's robes, & he was still looking everywhere but at me. Just when I thought the room might actually spontaneously combust with the shocked silence, the door flew open & Hagrid, bless his big, furry, half-giant ass, lumbered in. As everyone else's attention was mercifully diverted, I felt Remus tug lightly on my hand. I looked up, & he inclined his head toward the door. Grateful but surprised, I followed him out into the hall. Once there, he pulled me close & Apperated us both to the closest empty classroom.
Once there, Remus released me instantly & started pacing to the opposite end of the room, as if he couldn't put enough space between us. I wrapped my arms around myself, staying where he'd left me. I felt cold in the sudden absence of his embrace. I didn't know what to say, but he didn't seem to have that problem. ""Nymphadora" he moaned, "why are we doing this to each other? I thought I had made myself clear. This" he gestured between us "simply cannot happen! I thought you understood.." "No!" I cried, finding my voice at last, "I DON'T understand! I don't understand why you won't see what I see, what everyone else that really knows you sees! We don't see you as an old, poor, dangerous werewolf! We..I..see you as a man Remus. A man that's had to suffer more than most men could even imagine, & yet a man that none the less still manages to be good & kind & brave.." I stood shaking, trying to catch my breath as he watched me silently, his handsome face still impassive, his posture positively rigid.
Suddenly the most terrible thought occurred to me. No.. I thought. That couldn't be, it would be too humiliating, to cruel.. "You.." I stammered "you don't love me, do you? That's it, isn't it?" I shook uncontrollably, hot tears streaming down my face. He was still irritatingly calm & impassive, which just made me all the more hysterical. "That IS it!!" I felt myself screaming, but couldn't seem to stop. "You don't love me, but instead of just saying it, you fill my head with your..your excuses of being noble & doing what's best for me.. But you're not brave or noble, Remus Lupin!! You're a coward, you're afraid to love me & let me love you, you're afraid to tell me the truth!! You're a coward!!" I finally fell silent, unable to go on anymore. I felt myself crumple to the ground, but didn't care. I buried my hot face in my hands, sobbing till I couldn't breathe for sure. I just knew I was going to pass out at any moment, my embarrassment coming full-circle.
Through my sobs I heard the unmistakable 'pop' of Apparition, & two large, strong hands were gripping my shoulders & hauling me to my feet. Before I could react the same hands were pulling mine away from my face, & Remus was kissing me roughly, gripping my shoulders to the point of pain. It was over almost before I even realized it had started, but then those warm, wonderful hands were sliding up my shoulders to cup my face oh-so-gently. He pressed a soft kiss on my forehead then pulled back slightly too look into my eyes. His were full of tears as well. "Of course I love you, you silly, beautiful, over-emotional girl" he murmured, his normally slightly hoarse voice thick with emotion. "How could I not? You're so brave & beautiful & full of life & light..I couldn't stand to be the one to take that light from you, to burden you with all of my baggage.." I finally found my voice. "You won't burden me, Remus" I whispered, covering his hands with mine. "Let me love you, let me help you shoulders these 'burdens'. That's all I've ever wanted.." My voice cracked & I could feel the tears start again. But that was ok; these were tears of hope & love.
I held my breath as he continued to stare into my eyes; he seemed to be holding his breath. "Are..are you sure Nymphadora?" he stammered. "You know it will never be easy for us. We'll always be facing some sort of challenge.." I squeezed his hands. "I'm an Auror, Remus. I'm good at challenges". He leaned his forehead against mine, taking a deep breath. I could almost feel the tension finally start to leave him. Was he really going to open himself up, let himself love me, & I him? He closed his eyes & gently traced my face with his fingertips, seeming to memorize my features by touch. I closed my own eyes & returned the gesture. I sensed him coming closer, then, finally, he brushed his lips softly against mine. I sighed happily against his mouth. I had never felt more at peace, especially when he deepened the kiss & crushed me to him, holding me even tighter. I could feel his wall of resistance & fear crumbling, replaced hopefully by one made of unconditional love & trust. As I ran my fingers through his soft hair & felt him sigh peacefully, I suddenly remembered Minerva McGonagall's words after my outburst in the hospital ward; that no one would be happier than Professor Dumbledore to know that there was still a little more love left in the world. Looks like the dear old man would get his wish after all..
Ever have that dream where you're standing naked in the middle of a room full of people? I would gladly take that right about now.. Every face in the now-silent room was turned toward us; even Bill roused himself long enough to peer at us with his good eye. I felt my face & hair turned fire-engine red. Had I really just done that?? Had I really just declared my feelings for Remus to a room full of people, only to be shot down once again? I had a feeling this would not be solved by a simple "Wotcher! Kidding folks!!" I looked down; my hands were still clutching the front of Remus's robes, & he was still looking everywhere but at me. Just when I thought the room might actually spontaneously combust with the shocked silence, the door flew open & Hagrid, bless his big, furry, half-giant ass, lumbered in. As everyone else's attention was mercifully diverted, I felt Remus tug lightly on my hand. I looked up, & he inclined his head toward the door. Grateful but surprised, I followed him out into the hall. Once there, he pulled me close & Apperated us both to the closest empty classroom.
Once there, Remus released me instantly & started pacing to the opposite end of the room, as if he couldn't put enough space between us. I wrapped my arms around myself, staying where he'd left me. I felt cold in the sudden absence of his embrace. I didn't know what to say, but he didn't seem to have that problem. ""Nymphadora" he moaned, "why are we doing this to each other? I thought I had made myself clear. This" he gestured between us "simply cannot happen! I thought you understood.." "No!" I cried, finding my voice at last, "I DON'T understand! I don't understand why you won't see what I see, what everyone else that really knows you sees! We don't see you as an old, poor, dangerous werewolf! We..I..see you as a man Remus. A man that's had to suffer more than most men could even imagine, & yet a man that none the less still manages to be good & kind & brave.." I stood shaking, trying to catch my breath as he watched me silently, his handsome face still impassive, his posture positively rigid.
Suddenly the most terrible thought occurred to me. No.. I thought. That couldn't be, it would be too humiliating, to cruel.. "You.." I stammered "you don't love me, do you? That's it, isn't it?" I shook uncontrollably, hot tears streaming down my face. He was still irritatingly calm & impassive, which just made me all the more hysterical. "That IS it!!" I felt myself screaming, but couldn't seem to stop. "You don't love me, but instead of just saying it, you fill my head with your..your excuses of being noble & doing what's best for me.. But you're not brave or noble, Remus Lupin!! You're a coward, you're afraid to love me & let me love you, you're afraid to tell me the truth!! You're a coward!!" I finally fell silent, unable to go on anymore. I felt myself crumple to the ground, but didn't care. I buried my hot face in my hands, sobbing till I couldn't breathe for sure. I just knew I was going to pass out at any moment, my embarrassment coming full-circle.
Through my sobs I heard the unmistakable 'pop' of Apparition, & two large, strong hands were gripping my shoulders & hauling me to my feet. Before I could react the same hands were pulling mine away from my face, & Remus was kissing me roughly, gripping my shoulders to the point of pain. It was over almost before I even realized it had started, but then those warm, wonderful hands were sliding up my shoulders to cup my face oh-so-gently. He pressed a soft kiss on my forehead then pulled back slightly too look into my eyes. His were full of tears as well. "Of course I love you, you silly, beautiful, over-emotional girl" he murmured, his normally slightly hoarse voice thick with emotion. "How could I not? You're so brave & beautiful & full of life & light..I couldn't stand to be the one to take that light from you, to burden you with all of my baggage.." I finally found my voice. "You won't burden me, Remus" I whispered, covering his hands with mine. "Let me love you, let me help you shoulders these 'burdens'. That's all I've ever wanted.." My voice cracked & I could feel the tears start again. But that was ok; these were tears of hope & love.
I held my breath as he continued to stare into my eyes; he seemed to be holding his breath. "Are..are you sure Nymphadora?" he stammered. "You know it will never be easy for us. We'll always be facing some sort of challenge.." I squeezed his hands. "I'm an Auror, Remus. I'm good at challenges". He leaned his forehead against mine, taking a deep breath. I could almost feel the tension finally start to leave him. Was he really going to open himself up, let himself love me, & I him? He closed his eyes & gently traced my face with his fingertips, seeming to memorize my features by touch. I closed my own eyes & returned the gesture. I sensed him coming closer, then, finally, he brushed his lips softly against mine. I sighed happily against his mouth. I had never felt more at peace, especially when he deepened the kiss & crushed me to him, holding me even tighter. I could feel his wall of resistance & fear crumbling, replaced hopefully by one made of unconditional love & trust. As I ran my fingers through his soft hair & felt him sigh peacefully, I suddenly remembered Minerva McGonagall's words after my outburst in the hospital ward; that no one would be happier than Professor Dumbledore to know that there was still a little more love left in the world. Looks like the dear old man would get his wish after all..
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Well, after lurking here for a little while, I thought I should contribute. Since I can't draw a strait line with a ruler, I present to you my first attempt @ a fanfic! Be gentle.. This piece is about my two favorite characters/pairing: Remus Lupin & Nymphadora Tonks. This takes place after Dumbledore's death in the HBP, after Tonks' oh-so-subtle declaration of her feelings for Remus. Hope you enjoy; if this goes over well, I may try a multi-chapter story. No pressure..
All characters & general plot-line are property of the lovely JK Rowlling, I own nuttin'.
All characters & general plot-line are property of the lovely JK Rowlling, I own nuttin'.
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I love it!! I just read the 7th book and this stopped me sobbing at their deaths.